La la la, la la la

So Jace and I are about ready to go where we are going.  I won't say where just because, but it is coming up.  It will be a long summer without each other, but we are hopeful that we can do it and that it will all work out for the best.  Lately Jace and I have been bickering a bit more over ridiculous things and I am completely convinced that it is Satan working what he thinks is magic, trying to make the last little while we have together, really bad.  BUT the good news is at least we recognize that and we are getting rid of him the best we can.  Our Easter was really fun and I got to celebrate my birthday with Chels since Jace won't be here for mine.  It didn't really feel like my birthday, because it isn't, and I was somewhat sad because deep down I know Jace won't be here for the real thing.  I know now is a really bad time to feel sad, but it is just kinda hitting Jace and I that we will now be apart for the first time in our whole lives together, ( almost two years since we met) and that time apart is about 4 1/2 months.  I'm excited to make a few trips to see his games and things, but when it comes down to it, he will be without me and I will be without him and when you marry someone and they become your other half, when that half is missing you don't feel the same... bottom line.  Luckily I will have family and we will skype every day so we can see each other and we will make the best of it!  Because what is being done really needs to be done in this certain time frame we have so that when it's over we can either move on or continue on.  My sister Cole gave me a song to listen to and it is kinda sad, but it is real sweet and it is called, This Is My Song by Mindy Gledhill.  It's really cute and if you listen to it you will understand the reason this post is title La la la, la la la.  I'll post it on my blog soon or something.  Anyways, wish us luck!  Here goes something, actually.. not nothin.

Love, Hoffs